Writing, writing writing

Oh damn! will i be albe to cope with it? Ok, that is the task: being albe to write by myself, in a complete autonomous manner, without spending too much time. Why this? I will let you know, my dear reader! For the moment just consider that i have to keep on writing on this blog. I do not miss the argument for sure.
I have recentelt taken a look on the blog of "popaghandi": it was suggested to me by my dear Chinmay. I am simply astonished by it. She is simply great and i blame myself for not being able a such great communicator. I do not think it is just the padronance of the english, i think that even writing in italian i would not be so good in expressing my feeling, my tought, myself. Ok, I am more an analyst than a communicator, but it is required to me, now, to communicate. And i have to do it in english. Oh damn. Ok so this could be for me the opportunity (that come from an external need) to keep this blog alive. Maybe i just have the need to feeling more confident with myself, maybe i have to write to really own all that words that i know but i don't always use.
Communicating is not my need at the moment. I still want to fix something in my life, and only later allow everybody else know what i am doing. But i have to share what i write. An help can come from my fewer and fewer readers. At least that is what i hope.
Oh God, I am enjoying writing!